2.28.2005

Catching Up

There has been so much happen over this past weekend I'm not sure to begin. On Friday I spent the majority of the day shopping and getting a new look for the hair. We had our annual convention here in town for the twelve-step program I am learning to live my life through. It was the first convention like this I had been to, and it was awesome. Saturday night there was a speaker that really touched my soul, and inspired me to start taking some action beyond what I've been doing to make the changes required to get what I really desire out of life. I'm going to have to play quite a bit of catch up at school for missing a lot of the past two weeks, but with a little help and some hard work I think I'll be okay. Going to cut it short for now, I'm behind in most areas of my life at this point and need to keep the rambling down.

2.24.2005

Falling in Love

Don't fall in love with others for who they could become. Fall in love with others for who they are.

2.23.2005

Rainy Day

It's rainy and dreary outside - makes me want to find a blanket and stay on the couch snuggled up for days. But...my reality is I'm at work jammin' to John Mayer - Come Back to Bed - and attempting to finish things that need to be done. So far, so good. I've been productive today and it's helping to pass the day. There's lots going on in my head and heart these days, and as always - it should be interesting to watch it all unfold. Time has never let me down before, so I'm counting on it once again to ease my growing pains. Some day I'll post a link to my other blog so the world will know what the hell has been going on in this head of mine. But for now, just know - just because you don't see anything moving on the outside, doesn't mean there isn't anything moving on the inside.

2.18.2005

Strange Day

It's one of those days for me where it feels like I'm watching a movie instead of this being my real life. I'm not sure if it's the cold medicine or all of the emotional stress, but I hope it passes soon. Thank God it's Friday, and thank the powers that be - this will pass. Peace and love to all...

2.11.2005

Sunday Morning

Sunday morning rain is falling Steal some covers share some skin Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable You twist to fit the mold that I am in But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew That someday it would bring me back to you That someday it would bring me back to you That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on sunday morning And I never want to leave Fingers trace your every outline Paint a picture with my hands Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm Change the weather still together when it ends That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on sunday morning And I never want to leave But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do Sunday morning rain is falling and I?m calling out to you Singing someday it?ll bring me back to you Find a way to bring myself home to you And you may not know That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow?

2.04.2005

The world needs...

The world needs artists who creatively compose with compassion more than missionaries who destructively crusade against reality, who want to turn the clock back to an ideal past that never was. Han Suyin